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Cameron, well it was 2 years ago today i saw you last alive. I wish i had spent more time with you on this day....but i was too busy trying to get ready for you grammy coming here. i  know you had a good day with kristen. I really miss you so much. You gave mommy so much joy in life. I always knew I wanted to be your mommy. I just didnt realize how much my life was going to change the day you were born. Each day of your life was a blessing. Im so thankful for all 3 yrs & 3 mos with you my sweet boy. I would never change that. I do wish we could have more time together. most of all i wish you could have met your siblings. nicholas can now say your name. we moved him into your room. i hope you dont mind. but there just is no other place. he really likes your bed. although he isnt aloud to sleep in it. he is too little for it right now. well mommy needs to go wake up your siblings from there naps. i love & miss you so much baby boy. there isnt a day or moment im not thinking about you. have fun in heaven. eat lots of ice cream my lovey boy. love mommy
Mommy
 
Cameron, I wanted to send you lovies in heaven today. Im missing you alot tonight. your uncle tom & aunty Jenn are about to have their first baby. Mommy is so excited i can hardly breath....but it scares me so much right now. it makes me think about the morning you were born. it was so scary & so sad. cameron my sweet boy i love & miss more then words can ever express. no one can understand this kind of pain except another parent of an angel like you. I hope you ok. your brother & sister are doing good. molly looks just like you!!!!! werid huh? nicholas kisses your pictures everyday. its so sweet. i know he never met you but i think he misses you baby boy. well please watch over aunty jenn, uncle tom, & your new baby cousin while he is being born. I dont know if mommy can handle anymore hard things in life. i love you more then anything on the universe. good night my sweet baby boy. love your mommy!!!!!!!!!!!
larissa brock
 

                                                   life and death beginning to end.

no goodbyes just wonder why's?

quick and fast no pain to last.

it was done and over in seconds.

tears were shed, hearts were broken

you left with no explanation.

Never to be forgotten

our love for you will always stay.

You look upon us from a better place

we look up and see your face.

our hearts are with you and yours with us.

Look back at the days you always made us smile.

no one could forget you not even for awhile.

Memories flash pver and over.

Tears flowed and wil never stop

you're in gods hands now

we'll all be with you someday, somehow

rededicated to cameron paul croteau

Love to chri, candy, nicholas, and molly!!

mommy
 
Cameron, my sweet lovey boy! today marks one year i last kissed & hugged you while you were alive. mommy misses you so much my lil ray of sunshine. i never truely thought i would have to go on living with out you in my arms. the pain is greater then anything i ever imagined. im empty inside & out. i just wish you would have given my some kind of warning the end was near. i wouldnt have been gone all day...to only spend a few hours with you....the last few hours ever. no mommy would have done some really fun stuff & we would have kissed & cuddled til we were both blue in the cheeks. i know mommy is really sad right now..but its only because i miss you so much. i wont be sad forever i promise that to you baby boy. you showed me more in 3 yrs then i will ever be shown in a life time. i treasured every single moment with you...even the bad ones. im at peace in some ways that you dont have to live like you did.....but it doesnt make the pain go away. mommy will stay brave just like you taught me. i will teach nicholas & your new sister molly the save bravery you taught me. you will never ever be forgotten, i will make sure everyone knows you thru all of us!!!!!!!!!!!!! Cameron my sweet lil man. i love you more then anything in this entire world. sending you extra hugs & kisses to you in heaven. run free baby boy....i cant wait for the day when i can hold, kiss, hug, touch, you again. until then i will care for your siblings just as well as i did with you. Love your mommy
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